||[Oct. 29th, 2007|09:13 pm]
|||||Super freak - Rick James||]|
Fuckity-fuck-fuck. I feel like a shit-wad. Seriously. I feel so effing sick. My throat and gland thingies are all swollen, I can't swallow and my ears hurt so I get nauseated when I move around. I saw the doctor today and she said it's most likely mono. DFHW#($@#*&QAHDN!@!!! I dun wanna dye. ;-; I know I'm over reacting but I suck at being sick. In no way am I a trooper, I get all miserable and pouty. I feel sad for those who are forced to be around me. However this remorse does not go so deep that I want to change my attitude but just deep enough to know I'm being a r-tard. GUH. One of my worries is my job. I may have to miss 2-3 weeks of work. I fear they'll fire me. I understand and all, I've only been there for four weeks but still... It pays nice. *sigh* Maybe I'm getting all worked up over nothing, I won't know for sure till tomorrow when the blood work comes back.
How lame. First post in forever and all I do is whine.